Stand, with undivided faith, upon God’s healing promises from the Bible. Step two: Meditate on the truth (God’s Word). God will form this truth in your spirit that will set you free Step one: Reject and repent of the lie. Addiction is a disease, but also IS A CHOICE, and the choice to get better is always the hardest one. This forms new passageways that will trump the addiction. The addict is never the only person affected by their addiction, and I truly believe that once THEY REALIZED that their actions are not only affecting them, they begin to want to get better. He has been in rehabs before, not since I've known him, but as court ordered or as ultimatums from family, so I hope and pray that because HE chose this that it will give him the start he needs to stay strong and continue in his recovery. I have only been with him for 2 of the 10 years that he has had this illness, but unfortunately he was not the first drug addict that I have been with, but the first that I ever truly loved. Not only did I read and relate to this poem, but I also wrote it down to send to my boyfriend who has struggled with a crack cocaine addiction for more than 10 years, and has finally, of his own free will, without any suggestion, checked himself into a rehab facility. before you knew it I was sooo blinded by ALL the lies. started hanging around the wrong people again and then my grandmother caught him in the room with a needle. Making the courageous decision to break free is the only way you'll eventually be free free from the pain of the past. Pain, however, can be your ally (propelling you to positive change) or your enemy (paralyzing you to stay stuck). things were great for awhile till he lost his job. If you leave your addiction, you're going to have pain. :/ He went to jail for 2-3 months in 2011 for burglary and theft. He proposed to me in 2010.then around 2011 he finally admitted to me he had an addiction to pain pills AND had stolen from my family, two months later we split up for 2 weeks then get back together promises of rehab, better life etc., Get back together and it just gets WORSE. I have been with my fiance for 8 years, when I first started dating him he only smoked weed, we had our daughter in 2009. I am so very proud of him I have faith that he is rehabilitated. He passed the withdrawal stage in the jail and has been attending classes. My husband is a wonderful caring husband and fantastic father but when he is fiening for pills he is mean and inconsiderate. He was checking himself in to a local rehab program and was due for a bed a week ago, but the day before his bed was ready he was arrested for a violation of probation which he was on because he got messed up on Xanax and passed out with his foot on the break in the middle of a parking lot. Lord Jesus, with Your grace and strength which is supplied by means of the Holy Spirit, I pray that You would open up to me those Scripture that are about purity of heart. All I do know is I will always be his support system. Help me Lord by the power of Your Holy Spirit, to break free of this addiction to pornography and to start to live a life that is pleasing to You. I have never had an addiction so it is so hard for me to understand it all. We spend at least two hundred dollars a day on narcotics. My husband used to be a crack addict and I was so proud when he walked away since his father never did.
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